I've been a fan of Brandon for quite some time. I've been a fan of Bruce since I was 6. I remember the day I heard about Brandon's death. I cried. To this day I can not watch The Crow. I saw it once in the thearter, and that was very hard. I love that movie. But I can not bring myself to watch it again.
I tend not to focus on the 'death' but life. I did make a "Happy Birthday" post to Brandon. I keep wanting to go to the Hollywood walk of Fame and leave a flower for the father and son.